Meaningless post.

I actually stares at this screen blankly for 5 minutes and was thinking what should i post.

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Anyway, was with zixin for the whole afternoon and we were talking about her situation and life. I'm not being 'emo' or upset here but just trying to recall how does it feels like to have a special someone. Or rather a person that you can talk to when you feel like it, someone that is always there, someone that makes you feel loved. People say staying single is better because of the usual - freedom. True true who doesn't love freedom? But sometimes too much of it, is ...... i don't have a strong vocabulary to describe it. If you were in my state, you would have known. You will miss someone that wants to see you each day, wants someone to miss your presence. Then again, you will say friends can be there as well! But, it just feels different. Fuck i don't know why the hell am i so emotional, must be that girl's influence. Ok maybe i'm just sick of the way i'm living now, i need a life. Sigh goodnight.

(You don't have to comment about this, this is fucking meaningless ha.ha.ha)