To the wolves

Nobody said it was easy

2012-02-12T17:32:00.002+08:00

Close to two months since my previous update, life's been tough, tiring. The two whole months is almost all about school, meeting the best friends, meeting new people, same routines over and over again. Two more weeks to the end of school term, the road lying ahead is complete darkness. Turning 20, yet still no idea of what the future holds, no plans at all. Two more weeks to leaving for hongkong, can't fucking wait.

Valentine's is round the corner, looks like i'm gonna spend it alone whilst everyone out there has that special someone hahahaha dafuq. Have a good february everyone, love.

New Year's Eve

2011-12-31T03:02:00.002+08:00

Just got back home from Sherlock Holmes and realised today is new year's eve. Oh well time flies so much had happened this year, felt like a roller coaster ride. I've lost a few close friends, gained a few new ones. But so glad the favourite ones still stay the same. Last night got myself pretty wasted. The last thing i remembered was sipping down the last bit of graveyard and bam i was puking along my way out to find the rest at the smoking corner at nana. My whole body felt so weak and i can't feel anything, been so long i got so wasted ugh hate my alcohol tolerance, to think that i actually thought i had improved throughout the months of non-stop partying.

I've no idea why am i still blogging when i'm so fucking exhausted hahahaha tomorrow is going to be a lonely new year's eve for me. Maybe having dinner with the family and then just head home if i've no plans #foreveralone. Goodnight everyone hope 2012 will be good? Wait...... i said that last year ._.

X'mas

2011-12-21T01:43:00.003+08:00

This year's christmas has no festive mood at all, spending it alone until i find someone to spend with because all i want is a night away from the crowd. This christmas i wish i can have a life of lesser drama - i really cannot keep up with this lifestyle anymore and i'm tired of pleasing everyone. Goodnight, tomorrow will be better, right?

Happy endings are stories that haven't end yet.

2011-12-15T14:04:00.003+08:00

Haven't camwhore in so fucking long and this is how i look....

SHIT.

ANYWAY... Last night hmm i meant last last night i just played 24 hours of mahjong non stop. Never eat/never sleep/never shower. Fucking sick i know right!?!?!? Went home coma for 12 hours then back to school, going hardcore!!!! Just got back from morning class and after i'm done with this post i'm going straight back under my sheets hahahaha.

Ah life haven't been going very well for me, everyday i find myself more and more distractions to get by. Quit alcohol for the time being because everytime i had it, i feel like shit, i do shit, hurt others and messed up my own life. Then after that i have to clear up my own mess and it was tiring, fucking tiring. Sigh.

Finally it has all come to an end, you don't have to care about my life anymore. We've let each other down so many times, i'm so tired. The past 2 months had been such a torture, it was the worst part of my life. We all gotta move on, why not let everything go now to see what's better ahead of us. Take care, M.

Potato

2011-11-23T22:57:00.003+08:00

Given partying a miss tonight and actually had this crazy thought to go zirca alone but nope. It's been a peaceful wednesday night when i spend some quality time alone doing grocery shopping, snuggle beneath sheets watching movies, cooking for myself. I could get used to these, anyway i have been so independent all these while. But honestly at the end of the day, i still need someone there to ask me how's my day and someone there to let me rant about work. I have been strong at avoiding thoughts, all i need is time so please stop pushing me. I'm so forgiving and sometimes it amazed me. Basically, all i want is to avoid more drama and i don't want this to go on and will definitely make things ugly. Move on, and stop making things difficult for everyone.

I don't understand what's the song is about but it sounds so good hahaha new favourite thai song oh oh and the bottom is another one that Cheryl intro to me!!!

Blame it on september

2011-11-23T00:07:00.003+08:00

Just got home from l4d omg been ages since i laid hands on it and still haven't lose touch hahahaha anyway was planning a mini getaway trip with the boys on the jeep, can't wait for my internship to end!!!! A short post because i got.to.go to have my supper and catch up on 2 broke girls ciaoz.

"Our relationship was beautiful just that it didn't work out.."

Better half of me

2011-11-14T20:56:00.005+08:00

Last night was so torturous to think i even thought it was going to be a perfect sunday to end the busy week but everything went *bam*. It was the worst way to end my day. Heard every sentence she said, every word and it was so unbelievable but just had to accept everything and look fine. I just sat there and kept smoking and trying to keep still and calm. The feeling was nasty, because it was not only hurt, i was so disappointed. I didn't break down, yet thank you for giving me another reason to move on. I couldn't sleep the whole night, started packing everything that had got to do with you and moved it somewhere i can no longer see it and then got so tired i fell asleep. The next morning went to work and everything feels fine again, i'm myself again.

Vampire weekends

2011-11-13T17:57:00.002+08:00

This weekend was quite good because i spent every single day with my homies, the three days i slept barely ten hours - i feel like a vampire.

This song relates so well to everything.

Oh can you tell, I haven't slept very well since the last time we spoke. I said, "Please understand i've been drinking again, and all i do is hope. "

Please stay.

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2011-11-08T23:28:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!!!! I'm finally back here doing a proper post after like what 7 months oh my god i'm so ridiculous hahahahaha anyway yup i was too busy catching up with my life and haven't had the time to even use my macbook because i hardly stay home anymore. Life had been so bad lately but made better with all the best friends around, you know who you are!!!

I'm working at Beauty Empire for my internship and it sucks, i can't wait for school to start and everything to fall back in place. Anyway here are some photos from halloween: regret that we didn't dress up, next year we definitely will do!

Oh oh! I might be having braces soon by this or next week so excited - just discussed with mom and i'm supposed to check the pricing tomorrow. I sounded so excited in this post hahahaha because i have so much things to update ok i better stop now before i lose track of time. Goodnight everyone please stay tune!!!!

2011-07-31T04:47:00.001+08:00

I don't look forward to growing up.

Nightmares before school

2011-04-25T02:31:00.003+08:00

One last task on hand before crawling into bed to prepare for school tomorrow.

Had hell lot of fun (obviously!?!??!!) I love the company, of course smaller group has its benefits like don't have to wait for so many people to wake up and head for breakfast together. Cigarettes there are like free, thank god for ice blast!!!! Saving money now, since school term is starting, to get ready for bangkok soon...

GOODNIGHT HAVE FUN IN SCHOOL TOMORROW KIDDOS xXx

Your love is a song

2011-04-08T04:02:00.003+08:00

Been spending more and more time at home because you see staying out only meant mahjong, supper, stone.......stoned. Anyway just booked the tickets for genting next week wednesday, quite stoked for it since i'm heading there with a different group of friends well sort of. Cruise plans failed because i've no idea why the hell is it fully booked??? Thought cruise was already labelled as the 'boring getaway idea' by many and after further considerations genting sounds more budget since it's only 85 per pax. Cheap deal!!!

Will be back soon till then.... have a great weekend xxxxxx

Illuminati

2011-04-02T08:34:00.002+08:00

Good morning Saturday! Haven't slept since yesterday afternoon nap and i'm getting a little sleepy by now, my eye-bags are like drooping all the way down... Anyway going to plan our mini getaway like next two weeks or something - STAR CRUISE VIRGO. I know cruises are boring but i don't care.... because maybe we can drop by Redang.

Na didn't know this place can snorkel/scuba etc. So psyched about it, going to rest my head now and maybe head to golden mile tomorrow to check the pricing. Finally something accomplished okay goodnight monstaz.

Yours truly

2011-03-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

Great escape

2011-03-29T19:43:00.002+08:00

They have been my escape lately, people and things that made life a little better. I don't know, recently things have all taken a downturn. It's been so suffocating trying to make things right, and i just wanna give up. Everything good seem to fade away, sometimes all we had left are unhappiness with each other and fights. So scary how things had changed...

xXx.

Belated xo

2011-03-13T17:07:00.002+08:00

Happy belated birthday.

We had such a great time at uss and really had no time for photos. Overdose of roller-coaster rides give me extra headaches. Plus the weather that day was horrid, it was sunny, drizzling, hot scorching sun, passing rain and thunderstorm again and again. BUT OVERALL I HAD SO MUCH FUN that i can't bear to leave the place.... Battlestar was the fucking highlight of the day because everyone said the dummy actually fell out from the roller-coaster itself so i was pretty psyched about it. DEFINITELY GOING BACK FOR ROUND 2 AGAIN!

School's out babies!!!

Vampires weekends

2011-02-13T19:24:00.002+08:00

This is not your legacy.

This is not your destiny.

Yesterday does not define you.

- Family Tree by Matthew West

Scars baby scars

2011-02-09T20:35:00.004+08:00

Last wednesday was a horror night. We were deciding whether to ride out to yio chu kang and the next moment we were falling over the bike and sitting on the rough roads with cuts all over. It was so surreal. Think when you go through chinese new year house visits, everyone just had to ask oh what happened to you. Explanations and explanations.

That almost sum up my entire chinese new year this year, oh and of course mahjong banluck poker in between!!! So how's yours?

Sundays

2011-01-23T17:24:00.002+08:00

My gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts my gum hurts.

Pretty reckless's nothing left to lose

2011-01-18T22:13:00.005+08:00

Hi cheating4awish, i don't think there is anyone left reading this space. I just can't keep up with blogging, the motivation is lost.. somehow. Been a month, but it's already a new year. The past month had been meeting new people, getting closer with new people, but some just fade away. Old photos that i copy paste from facebook, camera underutilized and collecting dust somewhere in my wardrobe. Can't be bothered anymore. Writing up this post because i need inspiration to get started on my school report. Ah school life, i could go on and on...

Calling out sins just to pass the time

My life goes by in the blink of an eye

PRETTY LITTLE LIARS MY NEW ADDICTION!!!!

See you when i see you.

Vampire diaries S02E10

2010-12-05T02:39:00.000+08:00

To Be Juliet's Secret

2010-12-01T02:16:00.001+08:00

My lips could only say your name you were filling every phrase, so fast..

Amen Omen

2010-11-29T02:51:00.003+08:00

Weekends always come and go - laziest weekend i had so far. No parties, no late nights, no dates, lesser of town. Anyway last saturday we checked out this new shopping mall at serangoon central - Nex. It was hell huge!!!!!! Beats having only hougang mall or amk hub near my estate hehehe.

Poor cheryl and her scars

My new minnie mouse nails, for only good 9 bucks!!!!

Retardified 4eva

New tote style

3.08AM. Goodnight.

Hook, Line and Sinker

2010-11-27T04:17:00.002+08:00

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Eyes closing while typing out this post - so sick of school every single day. Every monday morning i will secretly hope weekends arrive faster. Tired of the politics sigh politics ha.

Can't wait for prawning tomorrow with Cheryl and Zixin, hopefully the plan will work out hehehe. Goodnight for now... eyesight is failing me.

BON VOYAGE CHANTELLE AND KELLY!

Ugly betty

2010-11-16T01:00:00.003+08:00

(Random picture here because i miss my face hahaha rrrrrright)

Please, slow down, girl
We're moving way too fast for their world
We've gotta make this last

Last night it was text-fight over something stupid and really is pride that important to you? Sometimes, you got me wondering if i was right about this from the start. At least, we're cool now but... i don't know how all these will last.

On a happier note, school's out this week!!!!! ^^

Three favourite songs

2010-11-08T13:31:00.003+08:00

If love is an ocean wide, we'll swim in the tears we cry.
Guess all i need is more time to get used to caring for someone else's feelings. Getting tired of all the unnecessary quarrels..

Dots

2010-10-28T00:20:00.003+08:00

Today: Finally know how it feels to say "It's okay" when you get this horrid feeling deep within.

Feel good drag

2010-10-27T01:35:00.001+08:00

It's the second day of school for everyone yet i haven't even met my classmates, joke. Definitely working towards my gpa of at least 2 from this semester onwards, firstly is to stop having this fate with supplementary papers hahaha.

OH ANYWAY CHECK OUT MY NEW PHONE - SO CUTE SWEAR

Using it for the time being before my blackberry bold's stocks are here. O.....k can hear my stomach growling, going to grab a bite before i start on How I Met Your Mother!!! Goodnight and i'm missing @markymarcuzz already :(

Blood, tears and gold

2010-10-17T21:08:00.003+08:00

The birthday boy

Been so long a group photo ^^

Favourite girls

Best part of my day.

Girls

2010-10-15T17:02:00.001+08:00

Always attract

2010-10-15T00:37:00.003+08:00

Ziling looks so ghostly hahahaha

Jinna's 18th.

Doubt there is anyone left reading this space, life's been quite bad lately. Hurt myself when blading today and my blackberry died on me yesterday when i was thrown into the sea and etc. Sigh but looking at the bright side - i passed my supplementary paper!!!!!! Which i only took like half an hour to study for it, while i was on the bus to tp. So proud of myself hehehe!!! This holiday break seems never-ending and feels like a year had passed. Secretly can't wait for school to start, can't wait to get my life back on track. School home school all over again.

Gotta go take a stick and bedtime. Goodnight.

(Oh wait happy belated birthday cheryl my baby girl.)

Genting

2010-09-30T17:43:00.004+08:00

How i miss those times, when we woke up to marrybrown breakfast, cup of hazelnut hot chocolate and cheap cigarettes. Of course, favourite company too.

We the kings

2010-09-20T16:05:00.002+08:00

The day we caught Resident Evil. Hi guys, i just got up from my 17 hours coma!!! Didn't know i was THAT tired. Town > overnight mahjong at kelly's house > zoo under the scorching sun. Rest enough, so what's da plan for tonight????

Less than 3 more days to our long awaited trip babies!!!!!!!!

Got me good

2010-09-18T18:13:00.002+08:00

Gloomy sentosa

2010-09-09T02:29:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 9am (so not me) to get this shit weather. Pouring heavily the whole morning all over singapore, but nope not going to cancel our plans. Nope.

Waited for 4 hours for the sun!?!?!?!? Madness. And what's more the sun is so not suitable for tanning.

Exhausted after the long day.... so i'm gonna end off this post fast.

Love you so much bbg.

HXC

2010-09-01T19:48:00.001+08:00

The day we got scammed

2010-09-01T18:42:00.003+08:00

The night ended badly with the girls because we got ripped off 100 bucks, but i still love their company.

Supperclub' 09

2010-08-29T17:21:00.001+08:00

Met Jnah francesca char and vivi the other day and were talking about our 'orientation night' after supperclub party. Then i found this hahahahaha memories hell yeah.

Lazy saturday

2010-08-29T01:54:00.003+08:00

I hate my smile and eyebags. Holidays getting a little bit too long, i have like 9 more weeks. How now brown cow?

Cashless - checked

Mundane life - checked

Exhausted - checked.

Between H and K

2010-08-24T23:34:00.001+08:00

Adam G Sevani

2010-08-22T21:21:00.003+08:00

Baybeats '10

2010-08-22T18:02:00.002+08:00

Last friday attended the Baybeats with the gaylords101. It sucks, because all the music they played were in melayu -_- and expected the crowd would be the same.

It started drizzling so we headed over to Nabins. Been a long time - Sheesha and drinking with them

Make profile pic thankewverymuch cheryl and braces

HOEGARDEN LET'S GO

CHEERIOS

Bestclassever.blogspot.com

Too lazy to upload the flea photos, because they were all our self-shots. Waste of my time and it was hell boring. Being smart ass me, i only brought 7 pieces of clothing to sell hahaha sold 2 pieces. Definitely better than pris who brought 40 pieces and sold one. The flea was a fail, the crowd was a fail. Sigh it's gonna be my first and last one.

MUST WATCH PLEASE. OKAY GOODBYE.

You.

2010-08-15T22:15:00.001+08:00

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Lifeless is me

2010-08-15T21:37:00.003+08:00

Hi all, i think i kind of need a life, because when i think about the next few weeks onwards - i can only foresee lifeless weekends. Just done with being a milo girl and i've 2 more jobs to go! Oh and i've a flea next Saturday at StJames Powerhouse, come down to support me ok hehehehehe

Past two days, i've been working at this place call Bukit Panjang. FAR RIGHT!?!?!? Imagine you've to take three transport just to reach that fucking place. Madness. My brother didn't exactly tell me that the job is working at a redemption counter in ntuc and i was mad pissed at him. Ntuc fairprice you're kidding me......

Whatever, it's over. Tomorrow is the 2M04 chalet hehehe so stoked for it!!!! This week's been good, who doesn't love holidays?

Fuck me and my thoughts

2010-08-11T03:27:00.000+08:00

School's out, paaaaaaarty.

2010-08-10T01:22:00.003+08:00

LAST DAY OF SEMESTER 2.1, CALLS FOR CELEBRATION.

One hell fun group of classmates

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Ignore the background, we're random and needed a place to settle down for beer hahahaha so there we are. Policemen actually came to screen us, and i remembered one part where zixin raised her hand to get her id back. Epic okay nevermind if you don't understand.

Blood circulation powerpack.

We had a great night and Cheryl ended up crashing my crib. Bored us decided to scare ourselves by watching Paranormal Activity for the second time, and i could predict almost every single part. No kick.

"MICAH!!!"

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Woke up and realised it's National Day so we headed to...

No fireworks photos because i forgotten to take but seriously the fireworks are getting better by each year. Cityhall was crazily packed and it's the M land for the day. Not gonna say what is M, not gonna be racist nope nope nope.

Failblog.org

That's about it for my weekends and guess what i'm having my-fucking-three-months-holidays so i need plans and all my friends please ignore the DAMMIT 7TH MONTH can? I don't wanna spend the entire month's nights camping at home...

Please.

Hear me now

2010-08-04T02:13:00.002+08:00

I'm currently working on my notes but this song's too addictive..

Not a fan of them but

Juliet simms's voice is just too hard to resist.

BOOM BOOM POW

2010-07-31T01:11:00.004+08:00

MA FOUR BBG FOR THE DAY.

xxxxxx

Today's weather been the best for the past few days, i could go on stepping puddles with my boots. After school, was meeting them for dinner at ikea. I had my all time favourite meatballs, this time 15 of them. Too busy eating, no time for food photos hahahaahaha. The daim cake was

.......... orgasmic.

I hate portrait photos because they make my post out of shape. ALWAYS.

What's with the trolley?? Seriously?

Ah lianzzzz

Pasir ris park to 'lepak one corner'

Decided to ditch party plans for a simple, lazy friday night. Can't help it because school's been draining way too much - think 5 presentations this week. Needed ample rest so badly, so it's me and videos against the night. For now, i'm gonna drop dead on my bed. Oh wait, if you haven't seen this video, you might want to take a look. Because the whole damn day, we've been impersonating her hahahahaha ok goodnight xoxoxoxo

Neutron Star Collision

2010-07-28T13:53:00.002+08:00

We're cooler than your mum.

Morning blogger! Last night i had 13 hours of sleep so i'm feeling so much better. But..... i'm having a test in 3 hours time and i know i will screw it up so why bother studying? Less than 2 weeks to my 3 months holiday can't 21452178568o1471 wait! Ok gotta go prepare for school. Ciao.

Schoolfuckedmeallup

2010-07-27T22:31:00.001+08:00

I'll pull through.

Weekends

2010-07-26T02:53:00.003+08:00

Last weekend was too good to be true. We got high and fly with the loud music, threw away everything we were thinking of, all we could see were disco flashes. Woke up the next morning seeing the familiar faces once again. I love the girls.

Weekends always come and go, but i'm dreading the next because..

I know i'll miss you so.

Frustrationfuckyeah

2010-07-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

Bazaar by the flooded pond

2010-07-18T16:57:00.003+08:00

Chung cheng it's been a while! The lake was flooded and have to admit that the bazaar was hell boring. My batch's was so much better!!!!! Food was ridiculously over-priced, like what $1 for one fishball!?!?!? And we couldn't find coconuts anywhere hahahaha okay should stop the critics.

We left the place after like an hour, alot turned up for it though. Good to see familiar faces! Left for lunch and town. I so want to watch despicable me and inception dammit but sold out almost every time i visit the cinema !@#$%^&*(

Zixin says this looks like the smile from a devil child.

Tickets sold out what to do? Lepak one corner at east coast park -_-

My face last warning.

After which she stayed over at ma crib and both of us zonk out before 4am. The night ended well for everyone. I guess?

Bad bad day.

2010-07-14T22:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night was so bad: The day i fell into the drain. Bruises were all over my legs but the worst part is that my toe was terribly disfigured. Swear i'm always this careless. Nevermind about the fall, i dropped my macbook as well. Fuck my life maximum already :( But luckily there is this tp girl at the bus stop who offered me plasters, saviour hahahahaha

GROSS I KNOW RIGHT.

Don't know how long it will take to heal, i've to stick to slippers for the time being sigh.

xxxxxx

THE VID BELOW IS RETARDED HAHAHAHA

Peanutbutter Motherfucker

2010-07-11T05:45:00.003+08:00

Hi all. The only reason for my lack of updates is that SCHOOL IS DRAINING ME INSIDE OUT. I spent like 2 nights burying myself at home building this shit, it's a disaster because i was just aiming to pass the module. Right.

Hahahahaha my future house is NOT going to look like that!

Today there is this flea at scape and as usual Megan had her stall there, it's only right to visit the girl!!!! Didn't do any shopping because i was mad pissed at the amount of people there plus the grounds are what? Disgusting mud.

Smile more yes i shall do the :D

Ju-on Part V

Megan's hello kitty ring.

FAILBLOG.ORG

LOOK LIKE A FUCKING SOLDIER.

Last night was mahjonging with the miscellanous and fuck yeah i lost 100, snowballing my debts. I really need a job and when my 3 months holiday arrive, here we go!!!!!!!!

AND AND AND

Tomorrow is the finals for world cup so who you guys supporting huh????

Confirm is Fernando Torres for! the! win! Right right right?!?!?!

xxxxxxxxxxxxx

It's 6 in the morning and i certainly should sleep. Nights all!!!

Warms my heart.

2010-06-30T22:14:00.001+08:00

Song which i listens to every night lately.

I don't wanna miss a thing.

2010-06-30T18:04:00.003+08:00

I was thinking whether to update this space but... since i haven't upload all these pictures yet i shall do it! Ah it was a day at Marina Barrage with the girls, the weather was superb that day i remembered. Haven't been to that place for quite some time, it was still good.

The clouds lookie a little like rochor beancurd no???

The ugliest doughnuts are always the best.

Night falls, oh it's good it's gooooood. Think blasting Aerosmith songs (because everytime he finished a word he tend to lift the pitch hahahahaha) and blasting ice blasts.

Just thought the light streaks were cool?

Love them more than a fat boy loves cakes.

That's about it. Was thinking, i kinda want a new tattoo... nyeee random. Enjoy your week ahead bitches!

Turning legal.

2010-06-20T21:00:00.003+08:00

Reason behind this cake is because it's francis's birthday too. Yes that guy below.

Love all the company i was with on that day and every single one who wished me
even the bouncer at zouk (hahahahahaha)

***************

16th June.

2010-06-18T01:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTINE *hearts hearts*

Candid?

Out at bugis steamboat to celebrate celest's 17th.

Hello bbg!

Chocolate ear stud um.

Maintain.

Confirm is play camwhore with darren one leh?

Birthday girl!

Kelly act one sexy only.

Afterwhich - Phuture let's go babies!!!!!!!!!! Photos right after the party ended and all our faces really last warning.

Gay fags in action.

FUCKING CANNOT MAINTAIN HAHA BNG.

Toh! Ven! Toh!

Last night was just Part I of this week. Part II! starts! tomorrow! which! is! my! ...

Whatever, not like you care. Short update because i'm really gonna zonk out anytime soon. Bye enjoy your weekends lovers!

Project meeting yo.

2010-06-14T01:38:00.003+08:00

Showing you new faces of my classmates hehehe

Felicia and Jocelyn

Yunling

The middle one will be Kimberly.

The two favourite faces around motivating me to go for classes.

luvluv!

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Was very frustrated with all my plans. Maybe i should just sleep in on my birthday, turning legal isn't a big deal afterall. Ah whatever, my head hurts. Bye bitches.

Lily Loveless

2010-06-13T20:18:00.003+08:00

I love Naomi Campbell because she's hot.

A very lazy sunday, for me. Woke up and half the day is gone, lay on my bed after i brushed my teeth and now the time is already 8.20P.M. Another wasted day sigh. I should be feeling happy, kinda like this feeling i'm having for you now. Finally, it's over. God.

Happy sunday y'all.

10th June.

2010-06-13T03:54:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Wilmer!!!!

The Icing Room.

Epic.

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It's like i'm finally coming to my senses...... because i'm getting tired and need somewhere to begin. Hahaha i'm not making any sense at 4 in the morning. I know right?

Goodnight.

Dynamite.

2010-06-09T03:26:00.005+08:00

Hi i love today's company. I know right, been updating this space with only me and her photos. We're officially gay. Were supposed to visit Peranakan Museum - but it was CLOSED when we arrived.

Pathetic :-(

Ah. Surprise visit at jen's workplace and then fountain of wealth.

Good music, good ambience. For couples.

Holidays holidays. Boring for mine, or rather just poker mahjong. Time to quit gambling everyone, seriously. Been draining all of my money away and then Gss becomes something that has nothing to do with me. What is this???

The 19th day is arriving yet i haven't got all my plans right. Just don't know who to spend with and maybe it isn't that important anyway. Afterall, it's just another day that you wake up to and feel older.

Not.

2010-06-07T23:38:00.002+08:00

"A beautiful sunset that was mistaken for a dawn."

Tweedledee Tweedledum

2010-06-03T00:14:00.004+08:00

Tweedledee bbg just crashed my crib because both of us were bored and just..........bored. Mid sem tests are turning me into a lifeless freak, all i did was studying. Tell me what the fuck is everyone else around me has 1, 2 or 3 papers and i've 5 to deal with -_-

I.need.life.

Don't know why, but this colour reminds me of Avatar hahahahahahhahaha

Aite back to books kidz!

Run along, chase your dreams.

2010-05-30T02:36:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th birthday to beloved Priscilla!

Party at the backstairs, sneaking around, taking nicotine shots with good music. Feeling rather messed up lately. Mid semester tests in less than 2 days, and i know shit about my modules. What ever happens to "i will work hard for my year II in tp"?? Bullshit.

Should start cleaning up my own mess, and move ahead.

Coffee nicotine spasm faces

2010-05-26T15:07:00.002+08:00

Been so long i came home straight after school, have a cold shower, stone infront of my laptop. It feels good especially when your lessons start at what? 9 in the morning.

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My spasm face 1.

THIS ONE LIKE BEST ONLY??????

This photo was taken when jen accidentally flicked her chopstick at a lady behind, apparently the noodle got stuck onto her hair. Best thing is we didn't tell her about it, so karma bring it on hahahahahaha!

Need to start catching up on my vampire diaries, been lagging so far behind!!!!!

Have a good week ahead xo

It is what it is

2010-05-20T17:41:00.002+08:00

Staying home for the day because i needed some rest. Missing the fact that the contractors are over at my place to renovate the house for my room so doesn't really make any difference. Anticipating my new water bed already! One more thing added to my list for being happy lately ^^

xxxxxxx

"That it would be, how it would be.

If the time could turn us around, what once was lost may be found."

- Lifehouse

♥ Maggot

2010-05-17T17:39:00.003+08:00

Happy advanced 18th birthday Megan!

(Wish her on the 18th may okkkkkkk)

The last time i had seoul garden was around 5-7 years ago, and it's still equally bad. All i ate was beef and ice cream, never gonna step in that place again.

Tweeeeedledee

oOOOooOOOOoooOOOooo

We gotten her Chanel cosmetics!!!!!!!!

Spasm.

Eat eat eat.

Jen's sperry + my pink high socks = mrk

LOVE ALL OF THE GIRLS.

I know right, abrupt end. Can't find the mood to blog, for now.

Same smiles, same spot.

2010-05-16T14:28:00.002+08:00

FIRST OF ALL: Please do not watch Robin Hood because it sucks so much, i left the theatre after half an hour. A waste of my money. Or maybe it's just not our genre of movie, because when we left, everyone watching looked pretty engrossed so um...

The night was just the two of us: ranting to each other about life, counting the number of couples that are surrounding us, hating them. Time always passes so slow when you're in town.

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"So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?"

Harrows.

2010-05-14T18:34:00.004+08:00

I'm bored on a friday evening like this. School's been good because i met kim and yunling, finally some motivation to attend lessons. Exams are coming up after we started school for less than a month. What? Ha don't talk about that for now..

Oh oh megan is turning 18th next week, feeling the excitement for her already!!!!!!!!

When is it gonna be my turn?????? :-(

Picture to make this post less wordy ha.ha.ha

Weekends are here, so what are your plans???

Gotta go for yet another poker night!

Luke Pasqualino

2010-05-09T17:49:00.001+08:00

Freddie: We’d be good together. Don’t you think?
Effy: No.
Freddie: Why?
Effy: Because I’ll break your heart.
Freddie: Maybe I’ll break yours.
Effy: Nobody breaks my heart. And anyway, why would I want that?

xxxx

Airplanes like shooting stars.

2010-05-09T05:13:00.003+08:00

Love this group shot the most.

Belated celebration for francesca at astons:

After queueing for 1.5 hours:

we ended up getting served by some rude receding hairline waiter.

All time favourite of Astons.

The girlzz

Jus.

Egg and joella

Don't you love candid shots *hehehehe*

Vivi

My new nails. Been having fetish for blings!

Egg and his new piercing. (Make profile pic)

I look like i'm dying -_-

Tadah another candid!

Today was with the fam for advanced Mothers' Day celebration at Shangri La hotel buffet. The food there really is.............nevermind. Talk is cheap. I'm going to do food blogging in a minute.

Happy Mothers' Day my beloved mum, love you all the way to the moon despite your endless nagging (hearts x 385238957385729)

Ribeye.

I ATE LIKE TEN AND STILL CRAVING FOR THEM.

FUCKING FRESH TO MEXICO I SWEAR TO GOD.

The mussels can eat my shit.

It's pasta fyi.

Dessert time:

Heavenly bloated after that. Only a few photos because i was too busy stuffing myself to make money worth ^^

This hershey's mascot is kind of ugly???

This week's been good because i've been making plans for myself. Just back from a poker night with bng & co and i lost. Hahahahahaha what's new? Right.

I'm amazing because i actually done editing photos, uploading photos to facebook and updating this space within an hour. And so? Have a great sunday ahead, goodnight for now!

5/5

2010-05-05T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ZILING!!!!!!!!!

Old photos made me miss clubbing days with them.

We're so going to meet up soon love love!

Buy me.

2010-05-02T23:07:00.001+08:00

Buy me this boomer plushie kkkkkkkkk only costs $49.99.

Breathe Me.

2010-04-28T01:04:00.005+08:00

School is so bad that whenever i see all these faces around, i will run to them and give them hugs. Classmates are really alright except for some, just that i find it useless to socialize since i'm going to change class for the next semester. Long timetables everyday and lucky i've got them around, school is still bearable...

I look horrible in all the photos. Sigh.

Wru eyes?

Time for eyebrow shaping and manicure, who's up for it????

- Met new people today.

- Made new friends.

- Not going to be a loner for lunch tomorrow.

- I'm happy for the day.

Goodnight souls!

2010-04-26T08:39:00.002+08:00

I'd rather post senseless photos of me than pick my clothes for school in 20 mins.

Ha oh yeah, got to stay positive. Determined to smile more today!!!

Print page.

2010-04-24T17:18:00.002+08:00

Gay display pictures + gay emoticon + gay partner makes my day.

To die for.

2010-04-24T15:18:00.003+08:00

Impromptu drinking session at ed's place. Now......... take your pick?

I'm ugly.

Like this photo because seldom had the chance to see the spastic side of meg hehe.

Family portrait?

"How can it hurt when i feel no pain?

How can i heal, if i look the same?"

Short post because i'm running out of ideas to blog.

Lonesome.

2010-04-23T02:02:00.003+08:00

Today i stepped into class, sat at the front row. Only spoke up when the tutor asked me questions.

Oh yes, i could get used to the new quiet me. I'm cool i'm cool.

Only watched an episode and amazing i'm loving it already.

Recommend me websites if you're watching this as well!!!!!!!!

Frowning.

2010-04-21T01:29:00.003+08:00

1) Having a dog that keeps barking for .... nothing.

2) Having a groaning stomach.

3) Computer keeps hanging, internet shutting down on its own

4) Irritating people online

How can i not be frustrated????

Also, speechless about school. Just predict i will skip lessons even much more frequently, oh wait already am. Classmates enjoy your captain ball competition tomorrow, without me hahaha. Period.

We'll be a dream.

2010-04-17T04:18:00.005+08:00

Mad love for all the above!

We're phailure kidz who are always late for outings by 2 hours.

All time favourite - Shilin meesua!!!!!!

We went for the cheap manicure at fep. Only 3 bucks!!!!

My 'absolutely alice' colour.

Angelic eyes??????

HAHAHA COCK EYES.

Lovin' my smirk.

Jinna so fierce and don't you think she look like ju-on?????

While we were happily spamming photos, this emo gothic chinaman came along for his photoshoot as well.

I'm sick of my face all over facebook and this space already, had been taking too many pictures for the past few days. No? But when school starts, i bet here will be flooded with my rants. Uhm no, should be twitter for my case hehe. Gpa > 2.0 here i come!!!!!!!!!!

xxxxx

Ending this post with my fav picture: Orgasmic faces

P/s: especially char!!!!!!!!

It's bedtime now - getting myself charged for USS tomorrow!!!!!!!! MADLY EXCITED!!!!!

Goodnight all.

Alaaaaaadin.

2010-04-17T03:59:00.003+08:00

I've 2 posts to do tonight so bear with the pictures spam hehehe. A 'last' outing before school starts on Monday. Apparently i'm alone, and i can't imagine school days without the girls :( :( :(

So who's in class 2M04 let me know ok??? (waves frantically)

Funeral black.

I love my mesh top which i kope from my mommy yay

Cheryl changed her clothes -.-

Banana donut...........is awful.

Nice one megan.

Emy i love your eyes!!!!!!

Cbh

Dodo.

Brainz.

I look drunk...........

This will be not be the last outing pl0x, let's meet up often for lunches in school! Wait at the same time, i'm quite excited to meet my new classmates but what if...i can't communicate well with them?????

Major sigh.

Video.

2010-04-15T01:17:00.003+08:00

Video that bryane and dodo kept talking about:

BOOMER ALIVE what the????

Missing me.

2010-04-14T01:43:00.003+08:00

Nice meeting my favourite girl in town today. Before that was at chante's place helping her and darren winning big money hehehehe. I must say! Because today, i'm fucking! on a! lucky streak! Zi mou like free, first round i played already zi mou 5 tai. Salute me now! Hahahahaha ok kidding.

xxxxxxx

Later in the evening, the weather was so chilly.......Ah i miss genting already.

Also reminded me, are we still going uss this saturday???????

Forgot to focus but whatever, chocolatey icey milky *om nom nom*

Shades make people look like toads, don't ya think so?????

Simi sign is this???

Candid i like.

Phail cock eye + a fat nose.

Macs is da sex, making me hungry now mmmmmm. Oh and we caught Clash Of the Titans, it was good!! I know right, i'm getting slower when it comes to movies. Who's up for Bounty Hunter next????

Seems like rainy days are evil, making people around me switching to the 'emo' mode. See twitter all spam emo tweets, spreading me the disease. Sigh. Girls girls, cheer up. I love all of you enough liaoz hehehehe!!!! Alright, i'm off here to entertain wongiee online. Xo.

Canon.

2010-04-13T02:41:00.001+08:00

Will anyone be interested if i sell this???

Xw's 20.

2010-04-12T02:23:00.004+08:00

This is xiangwei and his turning of 20's pose.

Finally gotten all the pictures from chantelle, and their faces have been missing on this space for quite some time too. Anyway all of us were late on that day, pushing back our plans. So when we reached sentosa, the sun was almost setting :(

What the????

I'm full of jiao bin that day. Wait.....what's new hehehehe?

Taking our usual breakies.

I miss her already!!!!!!!

Self-shot all thanks to muthafucking period on that day. No 'swimming' for me.

The void deck area was a burning sauna that day and i'm sweating like a dog.

I know right, i'm pathetic?

The boyzz actually swam all the way to the boundary and they got back panting -.-

Squat for almost 5 mins just to take a group shot. Lame leh?

Woa.

Sweating even right after showering. Ridiculous?

Boyzz trying to juggle ball until 50 times but they fail at 49 because we both were complaining about being hungry and b....o....r..ed.

I think i look like i've a stroke or something hahahaha

Hate that tooth. See she got nice straight teeth liaoz!!!!!!!

Love her for getting rings for me from malacca!!! ^o^

Keong got the sneaky look sibo????

What the????

Had helluva fun although it was a long day. We ended up like shaggggadogs after sentosa and l4d. Talking about l4d, tomorrow homeground anybody???? Okay it's almost 3am now, so goodnight everyone love love!

Oie i'm serious about l4d tomorrow anyway hahahaahha!!!!

Combi of all.

2010-04-11T02:51:00.005+08:00

Friday was kahqi's birthday and we were supposed to be out at ecp bbq. Rainy day just had to be a wet blanket, so we had no choice but to change the plan - his cribz.

Birthday presents: Absolute vodka vanilla with a pax of horny condoms

(jumpy eyebrows)

It's almost a kinda chung cheng gathering???

Favourites of da day.

Fatter much?

Birthday boy.

Was asked to pose as the witch. Witch reminds me of ........ hehehe

Flasher alert.

We were playing this indian poker and loser have to get wet BUT say already wet the head, ended up my clothes are mad damp gross.

Revenge: die bho die.

Above are all pictures before i was a dead drunkard. Gulped down raw vodka and baileys and immediate effect because all i knew was next thing i was lying on the road with the bass in my head. Next thing i was vomitting on myself and had a pretty hard time trying to shake myself awake. Really thank those who got me home safe but stinky. Swearing off alcohol for good.

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Met the girls the next day for some town and i was stoned for almost the whole day. Hangover sucks. They suddenly had this donuts 'craving' and i had to accompany them walk all the way from cine to 313 to dhoby to find. Nope we didn't manage to get them BUT i was already exhausted...

OH THIS IS THE CHIO TOTE CHERYL GOT ME FROM BKK ^o^

Don't you love her fishtail braid?????

Smartphone-users.

Favourite sushi ever ever everrrrrrrrrrrr

Please

don't

get

sick

of our faces.

Went on our separate ways and the night's still young. Took a bus over to eunos and i'm amazing because i can actually alight at the correct stop to meet zixin.

talk.

Expression for the day.

Long post to make up for the previous few days.

Tomorrow morning will be some sao-mu yawn. Night nightxx!

To forget what time says.

2010-04-05T19:40:00.002+08:00

Can someone take me out right now?

Sick

2010-04-05T01:50:00.003+08:00

I look dead, and i can't breathe.

Looks like no amount of panadols and inhalers can cure.

xxxxxxxxxxx

Dim Sum Yum

2010-04-04T03:44:00.003+08:00

The night before i was spending my day at johor, I'm never gonna step in that place without a proper vehicle ever! The whole day was just waiting and waiting and MORE waiting. Was so difficult to even flag a cab. Pissed and having this flu bug, cannot wait to get home only. The whole day was so draining till i slept for 16 hours. I'm amazing.

Woke up to....

Meeting the girls and our all-time favourite - Swee Choon. Bet you haven't seen their faces on this space for the longgggggggest time. Yes i miss all of them so much!!!!!!!!

What's missing on the table????

My cannot-missed-out dish lah duh?

Kinda hate pictures without flash...

Char the ...

we call her prostitute, nah not us. Just chris.

(Her lean on the wall's position makes it perfect hehehe)

Finally a group shot. Okay sentosa that day indeed made me darker :(

I love them!!! Awesome catching up topic with vivi and char at bedok hehe!

Can't wait to see them the next time already :(

But for now.....

I'm just gonna cook some noodles and spend my night with vampire diaries. Tomorrow is just another l4d marathon with the class boyzzz. What's new?????

Ciao.

^o^

2010-04-01T15:31:00.000+08:00

STAYING IN TP FOR GOOD.

Sand-toe-sah.

2010-04-01T00:39:00.009+08:00

I think it's been sooOOOooOOo long since i last got madly excited over sun-tanning. I get tanned easily that's why i'm never a fan of it, but it's time to get some uv rays already! Before sentosa, we partied the whole night away and the three insane girls actually brought bikini and all that with them to powerhouse. Beat that?

Ooo yeah on our way with the monorail.

Candid i like.

Sexy fat face.

Make profile pic.

I'm fat and red. Red because of the allergy from alcohol last night :(

Couldn't open my eyes AT ALL and i was sweating like a dog.

Happily camwhore while i'm half asleep.

Part where me and cheryl ignore them and went ahead into the water. ('O' face)

I love them mad much, because i've always love friends who are super steady.

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This week's gonna be so hectic.

- Tomorrow movie with ttg and co

- Friday johor with famz

- Saturday town-day/shopping.

Wtf?

Apart from that, I'm seriously very anxious over my results. When will it be released????

Sigh, think i need my powerpack rest now. Nightxxxx!

Oh and last! Happy! April! Fools!

Life at 2.a.m.

2010-03-28T03:17:00.003+08:00

Recent five things that makes my day:

Friends

Food

L4d

L4d...

I know you definitely 've a better life than i do. Yawn.

Floral pwints.

I miss my brown straight healthy hair. Fuck this ugly hair now _|_

Shhhhhhh....shhhaker fries and apple pie *Om nom nom*

After i'm done with my takeaway mackers meal, wanted a drink badly but realized.....

MY DAD STOCK UP MY FRIDGE WITH THE AWESOMEST FLAVOUR BNJ EVER EVER.

AND MY FAV MAGNUM, HIP HOP JELLY AND RAINBOW PADDLEPOP!

SO......

ANYONE WANTS TO VISIT ME NOW!?!?!?!?!?!? AH.

Town.

2010-03-26T19:40:00.003+08:00

Hi. Liberty after the four-suppaper is the sex. Last night Cheryl stayed up with me to teach me macro until 3 in the morning, i love you!!! Hopefully i will pass all my papers xxxxxx.

Barely had any sleep the previous night and i'm off for a whole day of fun. Met up with the girlz in the afternoon at the boringest shit ever - Town.

Sorry jen!

People watching (yawn)

I don't know why the quality of this picture turned out so bad :(

It was eating > shopping all the time. They continued their f21 while i met up with chante and the boyzz. As usual homeground forthefuckingwin BUT WE DIDN'T MANAGE TO FINISH ONE CAMPAIGN. Buay song you know :(

The continuous psychosation of chantelle quek led to a mahjong night at queensway's. That place sucks, we have to pay 12/hr for a room. I lost $130 sigh but the overall catching up is ♥

Before i end this post:

I will help you create a blog soon ok hehe ♥

Afternoon.

2010-03-24T03:00:00.005+08:00

"I might as well save all my good luck when i get the extra chance."

Apparently, i don't even know i actually have all these pictures until zixin posted them on facebook, she's secretly in love with me ^o^

Another day is gone. Today i spent 3 hours in the lan shop and it only felt like half an hour. We completed 5 campaigns which means every different map in l4d2. Now, we meet up for the sake of l4d hahaha fucking overrated.

What a long night, it's only 3am. Maybe time passes faster when i'm studying. Wait.....is because i don't have a proper desk tonight and that gave me an excuse to skip studying for the day. Everyone online is busy with their own things and i'm not the kind who initiates conversations so i might as well spend my night with desperate housewives :(

Goodnight.

The way.

2010-03-23T05:49:00.005+08:00

It's almost 6 in the morning and i'm still here preparing for the most everfuckingly important paper in my life. Just when i was typing this, my pen dropped and the tip broke, and i've to go on searching for another with ink. Irritating. Anyway, i hope i won't blank out tomorrow.

Wish me luck please xx

Over-Exposure.

2010-03-21T01:41:00.004+08:00

Need to sidetrack a little before i start pulling my hair out.

Hey apple, so how was your day? Mine was sleeping in till 5pm and then woke up to my big breakfast. Righttttt, who eat big breakfast at 5pm? Insanity. And then goes on to sitting down and start revision and got distracted and then was rushing to the television and then i could go on and on. So exciting....

Sorry my only cure for now, is SHOOTING OF ZOMBIES. The mention of it, reminded me i haven't been playing for 4 days ccb :( Was fiddling with Picasa and i came up with this. Sweet.

Thank you for reading till here.

Lovely Bones.

2010-03-20T03:03:00.003+08:00

"These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence.

The connection sometimes tenuous,

sometimes made at great cost but also magnificent.

It happened after I was gone and I began to see things in a way

that let me hold the world without me in it."

*****

Another usual date with wongiee: Movie Dinner Home. I don't know since when i decided to stop smiling without my teeth, or maybe i start realising they are super ugly. Super. Need some braces fund raising :(

are

gays so ignore us.

EPIC!

*****

Too many thoughts within a day will only end up suffocating me. To end off this post with something special:

Goodnight, sleep like a baby just like her.

Convince me.

2010-03-18T02:31:00.006+08:00

Today i've learnt a couple of new theories for economics.

Today i almost gone crazy in macro lecture with sihwee - i've absolutely no links in my words.

Today i don't get why girls are so easily satisfied?

Today i think i'm happy.

xxx